Finally posted the stuff from my Final Major Project O My Fucking God at Chelsea. Already finishing my first term at Central Saint Martins and very disappointed with myself, but I hope I can change that.

That's what I remember every time I ask I'm alone at home and missing my friends in Brasil, that I'm here because here I have everything I need to change what I believe to be wrong with me, I don't have this feeling there, because everything is just too messed up most of the time.

Is strange to have plans again, getting use to it...

I wanted to get rid of the last journal, but I don't know what to write, so here's a quote from Gizmodo:

"I can see it already, when the fourth angel sounds the trumpet, people will take out their cellphones and start recording a video of the Apocalypse. Except iPhone users, who would only be able to take photos. That and change their Facebook status to "is watching the asteroid falling.""

Because I now have a iPhone and I'm almost getting use to the lack of copy+paste...

Someone went to a party and meet [fuck, I still don't know how to write this] a person. Some weeks later that someone searched thought the party's picture to see if the person he/she had meet [argh, again] had came out in any, but since neither of them knew many people at the party, there wasn't any pictures of them.

But since the party was held in a quite small flat, both could be seen several times in the background of a few pictures.

I liked this idea. The photographic translation of the fact that stuff happens in the background of the smiley and happy people. That something more complicate than hugs was going on but was not the picture's focus, but it's there anyway, and it's important for someone.

(and all that kind of stupidly reminds me of those awesome ads of Nespresso featuring George Clooney, specially one that I just saw at the airport, of 2 pictures being up to selection and the chosen one has the coffee on focus and the actor blurry )

Anyway, what I mean is that the collection of pictures that came out of that is quite interesting, but those are not my pictures and much less myself, so it becomes one of those "unpostable/unphotographable" moments.

Finally updated this thing (the journal, the pictures will have to wait a bit longer), and in the middle of my summer trip. Woho!

Enjoy.

[gave up on trying to change the "tense" emoticon, just imagine the opposite]

to remind me to update this journal when I'm not so sleepy

Best comment about "There Will Be Blood" (Warren Ellis @ Twitter): I still think it has a happy ending. It makes me warm in my bits.

Damn right.

So, Yay, in september I shall start my BA in Graphic Design in Central Saint Martins! Let's see how THAT goes!

Here's the crappy virtual version of my portfolio:
[link]

For me it like putting an end to a stage of my life and beginning another. In part because before last week studying design and staying in London for 3 years was just a plan, and now it has become reality, in the best possible way, but still, reality is still a bit frightening, isn't?

Now I have a whole week of procrastinating before I go away to Italy. I hope to invest some of that time in starting my Final Major Project about Bridges (specially London Bridge and Tower Bridge), organizing my stuff here in DA, the songs on my ipod and the mess that is my photo backup.

Wish me luck!